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A very anxious woman called me one day at home in Paris. She lived in a country I was used to visit.

She told me she was very ill and scared by the serious and unequivocal prognosis of the doctors. They recommended her to have the thyroid gland pulled out in the shortest possible time. Then she would have to follow strictly a medical palliative treatment all her life to try and compensate this handicap.

I asked her what she was expecting from me.

She told me that she had known about me by a friend of hers who had talked to her about my abilities as a seer and "miraculous recoveries" of people I had healed.

And she asked if I could heal her without resorting to the mutilation contemplated by the physicians.

That was what I answered :

"Truly, what you were told about me is false, I've never healed anybody save for myself. On the other hand, this is true that I helped many people to heal themselves, which is not the same thing at all.
What western medicine proposes to you is not to heal you but to treat you. That is to say bringing into operation some means, external to yourself, and with more or less side effects, to reduce the symptoms of your disease. The real cause remains often ignored and thus is not treated.

This is what happens for most of people suffering from disease. They are awaiting an external recovery and imagine that inhibition or disappearance of the signs of disease means recovery. It is nothing of the kind.

As long as you don't go back to the origins of your disease, to its real cause, and you don't change the behavior which is the cause of it, you don't heal. You can just restrain it with the help of some medicines or other treatments and then obtain a reprieve, but you haven't put an end to it and thus you haven't healed.

For instance, thanks to my healing power, I can relieve, even dim completely some signs like pain, but the origins in most cases come from a malfunctioning in behavior, which can only be changed by the sick person him(her)self.

Someone I would relieve from his deep headache or backache can imagine I healed him since he doesn't feel the symptoms any more, but it is nothing of the kind. It is at the most a temporary relief but not a recovery. The person can truly heal only if I point out the real cause of his disease, the way to remedy it, and if he changes seriously and durably his behavior for that.

Except for congenital illnesses which must be considered differently, the sick person is at the origin of his own illness due to malfunctioning which can be negligence or ignorance of health basic rules as well as universal Laws man is submitted to.

Thus it is for him to heal himself by changing his bad habits which are at the origin of his illness. The therapist has only a role of secondary importance.

As far as I am concerned, in this healing process, I only act as a guide. In fact I can intuitively identify the real causes of illness and the way to remedy to it.

But I have to repeat to you that the only one who can heal you, it's you.

It is exactly the same with someone who undertakes a spiritual quest. You mustn't rely on the realization of this ultimate aim by anyone else. At the most, and that's usually the case, you need a guide, a master, but this one can't do the work instead of you. Attaining awakening then one day enlightenment is essentially a personal process. The other person is only there to hold the torch and then show you the path you have to walk by yourself if you can."
To conclude, I said to this lady :

"I recommend you to think about it a few days before making a decision. As for me, I would come and visit your country by five or six weeks but it will be difficult to contact me because I have many consultations and work in hand which don't leave me much free time.
She called me back three days later to tell me that after careful consideration, she had decided she would wait for my coming for she was convinced I could help her."

Six weeks later, when we first met, this woman talked to me about her numerous physiological disorders which had plunged her in utter dismay. As a consequence of her disease - according to her, she was living alone, had lost her work and was very doubtful as for the meaning of her life.
Then I said to her :

"- Listen, first don't believe that I'm going to perform a miracle on you. Or more exactly, if you are awaiting a true miracle, then you must know that it can't come from me, but only from you. I am only here to give you an impulse, it's for you to act afterwards.
This therapy, Consciensotherapy, requires that you become aware of your own responsibility faced with your illness as well as the essential role you will play in your recovery. But I warn you, it won't be easy. In our society, sick people are conditioned to be in a passive position which is really unbelievable. We act as if illness had come our way, and then we are waiting eagerly for the therapist as the savior who will heal us ! And of course, without ever calling into question our own malfunctioning.

Unfortunately many people adopt this childish attitude. My therapeutic approach is the following one : first I'm going with the help of my intuition tell you what I perceive as the origins of your troubles. Then, still with my perceptions, I will tell you the way to recover.

But it's not for me to decide, I won't do it instead of you. Especially as your possible agreement implies your total involvement to heal.

So now, Madam, listen carefully to this :

"- You are badly in dispute with your mother, truly you feel so resentful towards her that you hate her."

Then, I explained to her the relationship she had with her mother with details I can't mention so as to respect her privacy. She was stunned that someone could know, though she hadn't mentioned anything before, so many details about her life, her relationship with others and her innermost thoughts.

However, when I insisted on the considerable importance of her relationship with her mother, her face changed and she told me severely that she could never forgive her mother in view of all the wrong she thought her mother had done to her. And she said she didn't see the connection between her illness and her strained relationship with her mother.

Then I said this :

"- Dear friend, you've come to visit me to try and understand the origin of your illness and the way to heal from your troubles that seriously affect your health state. Good. So now listen carefully to what I'm going to tell you.

Your disorders, of which the malfunctioning of your thyroid gland is only a part, are the direct consequence of the rancor and the hatred in your heart. You will never heal unless you settle the dispute and even more you forgive entirely to your mother and you establish an atmosphere of sincere love with her."

She thanked me for my advice but said immediately and unequivocally that she would never be able to forgive her mother and even less to live in an atmosphere of love with her. Then, before concluding this consultation, I said one more thing to her :

" Dear Madam, you've noticed, with all I told you about yourself though you've never mentioned anything about your private life, that I am clairvoyant. Good. So I have one last thing to say to you.

You asked me if you had to have an operation finally. I can't answer directly to this question because I don't want to influence so radically your decision. On the other hand, I can tell you that if I look into your future, I can't see you still alive within six months, with or without operation.

Now, if you succeed in settling a love relationship with your mother and you release yourself from the rancor which gangrenes all your being, then you will be no more concerned by this dark future I mentioned, for you won't be the same person any more, thus your future won't be the same. You won't even need having an operation and your physicians will note by your next analysis that you have recovered.

I don't force you and you mustn't believe me but you have to take into account the possible truthfulness of my words all the same, considering what I have discovered about you without being told beforehand. From my point of view, only by this radical transformation will you be saved. From now on, it's for you to decide."

And this is how this first consultation ended.
A fortnight later, she asked to meet me again.

As soon as I saw her, I knew she had healed. She wasn't the same person any more, she had lived a deep transformation which was already giving her a new physical appearance.

When she sat in front of me, I asked her :

"- First of all, who are you?

She was surprised by my question, wondering if I had already forgotten her.

Then I told her :

"- If I ask you who you are, that's because you're not the same person who came and see me two weeks ago with the heart full of hatred and rancor. You are transformed. Better said, you've transformed yourself. Completely.

You understood and you acted. Actually, you've already healed. I will see you once again after this consultation so as to help you from the energetic point of view and to give you some advice which you will know how to put into practice.

And above all, return to your doctor to undergo new analysis."

A few months later, I received a phone call from this woman who let me know that the doctors who had gone back on their recommendations as for the need of an operation. They had observed the latest analysis which showed an absolutely normal functioning of her metabolism and especially her thyroid gland. They couldn't explain this sudden recovery without any apparent reason, but however they could acknowledge it.

Before hanging up, she said she was all the more happy that she had found a new job. She was delighted with it but seemed somewhat disconcerted. I asked her the reason of her confusion and she said she would never have imagined that she would become the secretary of a doctor's office…


Amedee


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